By Debbonnaire Kovacs
Michael Arthur Patterson had a whole herd of kangaroos jumping around his insides. The Primary friends had done so well with their program in the city park a few weeks earlier that they had decided to do it again. The church had a booth at the County Fair, and the grown-ups in charge were delighted to let the Primaries put on a program Sabbath afternoon.
So Kenya, Susannah, and Matt had worked hard perfecting their puppet stage and show. Solly had learned the Lordâs Prayer in a fourth language. Now he could say it in English, French, Arabic, and Spanish. Mike had practiced âJoyful, Joyful, We Adore Theeâ on his recorder until he could almost play it backwards. That wasnât what he was nervous about. He had to speak again!
The others had insisted.
âYou did such a great job the first time! God has given you the gift of speaking!â
So here Mike sat, in the back of the church booth, mentally going over and over his speech, until Susannah interrupted him.
âAre you nervous, Mike?â
âNervous! Iâm scared to death! How many people will there be?â Mike groaned.
âOh, Iâm sure there wonât be that big a crowd,â Susannah reassured him. âAnyway, look at it this way. You canât see them, so they canât scare you.â
âThatâs what you think!â
âWell, pretend youâre just talking to me, then. Are you going to give that same talk, about us being Jesusâ flower gardens?â Susannah asked. âThat was cool!â
âThanks, but no. Mr. Fontaine and I were talking the other day, about Godâs love being a light in the darkness. You know, like in our Sabbath School lesson a couple weeks ago? I think I want to talk about that this time.â
âWell, Iâm sure youâll be great. Donât get all stressed out over it. Remember what Ms. Kimoto always saysâweâre just Godâs messengers. The success is His business. Thank goodness! Iâm a little nervous, too, to tell you the truth,â Susannah admitted.
Soon it was time for the program. Mike might not be able to see the crowd, but he could hear them. It sounded like enough people to fill the church! âJesus,â he whispered, âjust let me be Your messenger.â
Susannah greeted everyone who had gathered in front of the booth. âSorry we donât have enough straw bales for all of you to sit down, but the show wonât be very long. We hope you enjoy it. First, our class will sing some songs we learned in Sabbath School.â
As he took his place, Mike could feel his hands shaking. Not enough straw bales? Just how big was this crowd?
As they sang, he began to calm down. This was the easy part. And after all, Jesus was the one in charge. At least they wouldnât be arrested, like Paul and the other apostles!
The puppet show was next. Mike heard a lot of laughter and clapping, and relaxed a little more. Which was a good thing, because he had to play after the puppet show, and shaky hands donât play the recorder very well!
He heard Susannah say, âNow, Mike Patterson will play something for you on his recorder. After that, he has something heâd like to share with you.â
Kenya led Mike to the microphone and left him there.
âIâm going to play a melody taken from Beethovenâs Ninth Symphony. Itâs called âOde to Joy,â but youâve probably heard of it as âJoyful, Joyful, We Adore Thee.â The instrument Iâll be playing is called a recorder. Itâs a very ancient kind of vertical flute, and has been played for many centuries.â His heart was beating quickly again, but he made only one mistake, so that was pretty good. The people clapped again.
Then Mike cleared his throat and said, âNow, I have something Iâd like to share with you. As he told the story of Saul on the road to Damascus, the people listened quietly. He couldnât tell if they liked it or not, but it didnât sound as if they were all walking away.
âWhen Saul was persecuting the Christians, he was doing what he really thought God wanted him to do. But the Holy Spirit was working on his heart. After awhile, he must have realized that he was wrong. But if he became a Christian, it meant admitting he had been wrong all along. Thatâs really hard to do, I think. It must be even harder for a strong, smart person like Saul. But Jesus appeared to him on the road that day and gave him three days of blindness to think about things.â
Mike laughed a little. âI can tell you, living in the dark gives you lots of time to think!â He heard a little commotion, but didnât know what it meant. So he went on. âSaul decided he wanted to follow Jesus more than anything. When he did, Godâs love shone into his heart like a ray of light. I think that even if God had not healed him of his blindness, he would have loved God till he died. I hope you know that Godâs love is like light in your darkness. He loves you, and He wants you to love Him back.â
With a gulp of relief, Mike turned away from the microphone. He expected Kenya to appear to lead him back to his seat in the back of the booth, but there was an even bigger stir, with people whispering and talking. He looked around anxiously.
âHere, Mike,â Susannah whispered, taking his arm. âStay here for a second. Ladies and gentlemen, we will close with prayer.â After she prayed, Susannah led Mike to the back of the booth.
âWhatâs going on?â he asked her.
âNairobi Washington and some of her friends were watching the program, and now sheâs crying. Iâm going to go andâoh, hereâs Nairobi now.â
âMike, I want to thank you.â
Mike recognized Kenyaâs sisterâs voice and was surprised when she took his hand firmly.
âYou were so right. Sometimes you know whatâs right, but you donât want it to be right. Itâs not like you disobey deliberately. I didnât say, âNo, God, I donât want to do Your will.â Itâs justâI didnâtâoh, I donât know how to say what I mean, but Iâm going to be baptized. And Mike, youâre right! Itâs like a light in the darkness! I have to go find my parents!â
Standing there with his mouth open, Mike heard her run away, and then felt Kenyaâs arms practically strangling him. âThank you, Mike, thank you!â
âOK, OK, you donât have to choke me to death!â Mike said, embarrassed. âAnyway, God did it. I was just His messenger.â
His hands were shaking again, but not from nerves. All he could think was, âWow, God!â



